A 23-old's journey How do I describe myself to you when I feel like there aren’t enough words in the human language that could make you understand me? Maybe I’m yet to discover these words because what I know does not do justice to what … Continue reading 2020 Reflections
Category: Figuring it out
Confounding
Befuddled Your emotions are hesitant. As if deliberating the wisdom or consequence of falling in love again. The room boasts of fresh linen sprayed in oud de linen. The air is fresh and fruity, with the elegance of a diffuser and scented candles. The light … Continue reading Confounding
Late Nights
2AM Thoughts and Nothing More. Frisks Erykah Badu caresses the night as the brisk wind blows faintly. A slight frisk at the tip of my fingers urges me impatiently. “What do you have to say today?” I wonder. With a slight pause, I wait to … Continue reading Late Nights
The Aftermath
Recovering “alcoholic”.
After Work Blues
Life of A Waitress The cool night tastes like lemon-flavoured beer in a cold bottle. A citrus sensation bursting on my palate. The night is cool and the atmosphere is filtered by the sounds of drunk patrons in between conversations. Love fills the air behind … Continue reading After Work Blues
Reflections
A Whirlwind of Emotions Depressive lows The last few days have been filled with enthusiasm, excitement and encouragement. I haven’t seen my psychologist in a few days, but my psychiatrist has been a great deal of help. I’ve been excited to tell my psychologist about … Continue reading Reflections
My Road To Recovery
Am I an Alcoholic? It’s 4 pm and I wake up with a hangover from having drunk since 9 am. I stagger to the kitchen, to see if there is any more I can drink. “Perfect” I whisper and crack open another bottle of beer. … Continue reading My Road To Recovery
A Journal of Rebuilding
Who am I?To rebuild is to say, ”I am still here, still becoming“. Unfinished Rooms I have spent long nights lying awake, Trying to answer the question: “Who am I?” But no matter how often I circle it, The answer refuses to land. Instead, what … Continue reading A Journal of Rebuilding
Unfinished Rooms 